This week I have applied for the extension of my residence permit. It took me about a month of procrastination, trying to push that moment further away and about 3 days of panic. I think I have bureaucracyphobia. I was standing in the Immigration Police office, waiting for my turn, having my heart beating in my throat, looking at people of all ( Read more... )

I am really pissed off at the moment ( Read more... )

I am starring at the blinking cursor not knowing how to start this entry. I am spending this evening at home, all alone and I am already tired from reading my book. I have spent some time at the balcony, breathing fresh rainy air, but then I got cold under the blanket. I have 2 articles to write and one to edit, but of course I have no inspiration ( Read more... )

Went to see the cute and posh Sunrise Avenue today. Before the gig I thought to myself 'Ok, I liked both of the two songs that I have heard from them' (both of which by some unfortunate coincidence were sent to me by Toni), but they were kinda old and I thought I should check out the new album. I was hoping to find a song that would catch me and I ( Read more... )

- Billy Corgan, Smashing Pumpkins.
- Homer Simpson, smiling politely.I don't like the Simpsons, I only watched bits of their episodes, which I always found dumb and I somehow forced myself to watch The Movie. I love Smashing Pumpkins, especially lately. A few days ago a certain person heard Smashing Pumpkins on my ringtone and quoted that piece ( Read more... )

After all the lessons learned from the past, it makes me wonder now.. when I am being told that I am cute, is it time to start to worry?
It always brings me memories.
Sleep now.

Funny thing, even though I forgot that I was planning to live this time with the memories of the past and wasn't doing so, still unintentionally all of the events of my first week in Finland somehow repeated (only even more cool, but still). Only one, the most important part was missing and you can guess which. But otherwise, I visited all the same ( Read more... )

After 21 years of my life I came to a conclusion that I don't like birthdays. Ever since I turned 16, I couldn't feel all that excitement anymore, it just vanished. Even though all of my birthdays have been really great. It felt nice and at the same time kind of exhausting to get all those greetings ( Read more... )

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Seeing the sun in the sky in Finland is like a holiday. You can see how people's faces change when it is sunny. The sun rolled in my window this morning and lied down at my bed as a big lazy red cat. It's lazyness sneaked under my blanket and I had to give up to it and skip the 1st lecture at 2pm. Someone might say that this is extreme lazyness to ( Read more... )